I feel the need to get mad @ everything lately. I don’t feel completely happy/satisfied w/ a damn thing. I don’t know what it is that I need to have some sort of satisfaction. I honestly don’t think anyone COMPLETELY understands me UNLESS they’ve been through the same exact shit i’ve been/went through. I feel.. lost and somewhat confused. I tend to put other peoples needs before mines. Mistakes i’ve made in the past are hard for me to get over because I feel that it’s what got me into this unhappy/unsatisfied feeling.

I think it’s discusting when a guy thinks it’s okay to get @ a girl saying, ‘Aye sexy..’. Uh no, take that back & spit some real game.

kristhedork:

I hate it when you send a long, meaningful, thoughtful text to someone and they never reply. You never know if they read it, and it hurts that you can’t get a reply back. It’s like, you spent time thinking about what to say to them, and you basically wasted all that time. Some people really need to learn how to be more considerate.

So, no names or nothing but I love this boy who’s been nothing but good to me. Yeah, I said LOVE. We’ve been thru almost 9 months of what you could call, ALOT. Things are complicatedAF right now. *Well @ least in my point of view. &If he saw this he’d probably be like you always put out business on blast &blah blah blah. But shit, i’m just letting my feelings out. But yeah, complicatedAF. We’ve been on & off & it’s driving me insane & right now we’re off but everything feels EXACTLY the same. I don’t know how things are gonna turn out, honestly. Everybodys like, “oh leave his ass ‘cause he’s just tryna get some” or some kind of bull shit. But, NO he’s not. I KNOW he’s not. He’s not that typa guy. What i’m tryna say is.. People make it sound so simple. how do you leave someone you’ve been thru so much sh*t w/ & have so much feelings for. @ this point, it’d be like walking out on family. I DON’T walk out on family. I don’t know, things are just complicated & confusing. I’m just trying to get thru this. Maybe i’m being tested.

stop.

Why thankyou for teaching me somethin’ new.. WEIRDO.

It was nice seeing my ride or die after what seemed like forever.